07-12-24: lot's of paper-work these days, lot's of hoops to jump through. starting college at 55 yrs old should be pretty cool, but the road to get there is littered with other people's needs being met. i attended salem state college (now university) in 1994, i was strongly encouraged to begin before i knew i was ready. i withdrew a week or two after the official withdrawal date, so i got a zero-point-zero GPA... not sure why my actions from thirty years ago are relevant for academia, i almost feel like a felon who served their time, and being punished all over again. so i'll probably begin on some probation until i prove my potential to them...
... also have to prove to the VA that i understand what i'm getting myself into, and am committed to finishing my goal. i don't have any problem with that, they are footing the bill, and want me to succeed. the VR&E program is an awesome opportunity for veterans--who qualify--to receive training for a profession that suits their capabilities, and it will pay for programs that the old-school GI Bill and Army College Fund would not. the college benefits that i earned by serving would not pay for ANYTHING with a hint of religion, but under this program i can go for a BS in Psych with Christian Counseling emphasis, and possibly a masters with the goal of being a clinical therapist...
... i haven't touched the manuscript in about a week, still need to re-write a few paragraphs, and add some footnotes/references... been distracted/occupied by the school stuff, and the rest of my regular life, so it moved to the back-burner, but this weekend shows promise for some quiet time to wrap-up, time will tell...
... still frustrated by post-op limitations, they don't want me reaching to grab anything > 2 lbs... yes, seriously, two pounds. the post-op pain is beginning to decrease, now most of the pain is muscle-strain, so maybe i shouldn't be complaining about the two lb. orders. the ends of the bones that were ground aren't quite as sensitive as they were for the first 3 - 4 weeks, and the fluid and inflammation seem to be lessening. the scars are starting to look cool too. mobility/range still need some help, and some of the muscles are exceedingly weak... the frustrating part is being at home, seeing a zillion things that need attention, and being unable to do much about it, i'm used to being a very physical person, and i'm temporarily rendered super-gimpy status...
... look, i don't know what your week's been like, but take some time for yourself this weekend... allow yourself some time to heal your body, mind, and soul if necessary; maybe even exercise each of those bodily components... meditate/pray and read some scriptures to exercise your soul... eat some decent whole foods and meat, hydrate, and walk, hike, run, or whatever it is that you can do, do it... consume some new information, and providing that it wasn't sh1t, practice what you learned, figure out how to solve some problems, and solve them... those are simple ways to exercise your H:3 (soul, body, mind). And, if you want a real rewarding weekend, help someone else by exercising your H:3... using what you got to help others is a type of Love, it's a type of ministry, and is great exercise and therapy for the spirit... it's not what you got, but how you use it that matters in the big scheme. Get yourself healthy and make the world a better place in whatever capacity you can, even if it's one little good-deed at a time... God bless -- ct